How Much Longer!!!

Well, still no word on Oklahoma City, and we're beginning to get very frustrated!! Everyday is the same: "Any word yet?"..."No!"..."Has anyone at your office heard anything yet?"..."No!"..."Have you heard from Oklahoma City yet?"..."No!"

UUUUUUGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!

And my situation hasn't improved either. As of October 1st, I'm going to be jobless. Eddie tells me that it will be ok, but I'm getting very very nervous. Nothing is opening up in the Midland area that works for me, but yet the bills keep piling in...not that they're an issue yet...but I guarantee you they're not going to stop arriving to my mailbox after I go unemployed.

To top that, continuing to work for a company that doesn't want to keep you is growing more and more frustrating. I hate this feeling!!! It's depressing!!! And I've been suffering thru this ever since the end of June. I just want to move on, but I can't. I have to suffer in silence for another two weeks!! And as of right now, there is nothing I can do because I need the paycheck, and for now, the Chamber is the only place that wants to give me one...well, they're the only place that wants to give me one worth working for. There are companies that need employees, but they want to pay salaries in ranges lower than what I made fresh out of college...a lot lower. I just don't understand how these companies can think that someone would be happy with that kind of salary...especially the ones that want college educated employees. I mean REALLY?!?!?!?

Well, I pray that this will all turn around in the VERY near future. I keep my fingers crossed that Eddie will call me to inform me that he was the one selected, that we're FINALLY moving back towards Dallas. Any minute now the call will come in!! Any minute!! Please let that call come in!!!